Not enough.

That's what I'm afraid of:
Not being enough.
Not good enough,
not smart enough,
not pretty enough.

Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,

I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,

I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,

I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?Why do you see right through me?

I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real,

I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,

I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,

I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?Is my heart too broken?Do I cry too much?Am I too outspoken?Don’t I make you laugh?Should I try it harder?

Why do you see right through me?